Ok so i've been so busy trying to get things together so i can start spring semester at college.its a pain in the ass if its your first time to college ive begun to see. but i have had a little bit of spare time and ive been working on a piece that i hope everyone will like.i feel like lately im seeing people do the same thing over and over again.im so tired of seeing a stock photo with only a texture over it.it kind of pisses me off because these people who take these pictures im sure feel ripped off,like someone else is getting credit for their work.i just wish people would be creative and think outside the box a little.try something different.just because something worked for you once doesnt mean you should become a one trick pony.thats why im trying something a little different as far as what i have done.im tired of seeing a womans face with an overlay.i wish people would have some kind of story in mind instead of just making something for pageviews.but whatever, my rant is over.

Halfway through 2009, ive had to deal with the unexpected deaths of my grandmother and my cousin a month apart from one another.But im good.Im "normal".Ive just been thinking alot lately about life and the usual why am i here?, whats going to happen to me?, will i ever do what i really love?, will i be happy with how it all turns out? I always come here for inspiration.I love looking at interesting pieces of artwork, beautiful things.As much time as i sped here i really dont have much to show for it.yeah i know its more about quality, not quantity.I feel limited.so im trying to make more creative and original concepts for artwork im doing.Some encouragement would be cool, not asking for much.A subscription would be awesome, but i dont have the extra money for that right now.But if any of my friends on here, or anyone who watches my work wants to donate one i would be greatful.Its not like im begging for nothing, I am actually trying to get one myself (contests, etc.) so any thoughts about my work or whatever... drop me a line sometime

So christmas is over and here comes 2009.Wild isnt it. Time is going by so fast.anyways ive been on here for a little while now and i really wish that i had a subscription.mainly because i want to shed some light on some of the not-so-well-known artists around here.if i had a subscription i could put thumbnails of others art up instead of just the link. if youre feeling generous and would like more exposure to your artwork, send a subscription my way,lol.

Well, i just wanted to say that im sorry i havent made anything in quite a while.i have just had a lot of things going on.what with christmas and thanksgiving.anyways what i really wanted to say was that i do intend on making new things soon.the thing with me is that im a very creative, or for lack of a better word "crafty" so i tend to start many things at once and i am enthusiastic about all of them.which i guess is a fault as well seeing as having the enthusiasm for all my projects (plus a two year old) proves to be rather exhausting.i sew,and must keep a clean house and all the motherly wifely duties blah blah blah.i draw but i havent found the time recently (the past couple of years) to really get into it,and ive been reading harry potter (currently through the half blood prince as i type).for some reason i feel rushed.but i want to do things for other people.maybe im rambling but i just want to say making things on here is a priority i have made and i feel like i have kind of put deviantart on the backburner.so with that being said (what a mouthful) i want to add that i will begin on new stuff very soon.thanks for reading all that.if you have comments or any words of encouragement please do tell me.thanks guys

I have accumilated many great friends on here.I love all your art very much and you are all very talented.So that brings to mind a favor i would like to ask of anyone who wants to participate.I absolutely love Bram Stoker's Dracula. (the one with gary oldman) He is actually my favorite character of the whole movie.oh yeah the favor... i was wondering if someone might make me a large wallpaper for my laptop of gary oldman as dracula.i have looked for photos big enough for a wallpaper but there arent many as ive come to find out.so this is why i am asking you my friends to make me a wallpaper of him.i am sure i cannot be looking everywhere there is for a bigger picture of him so with everyone together im sure someone can make me something special.oh and.....PLEASE?thanks to everyone who is remotely interested.